Man it sure is hard to have a life like mine, its like living in hell. sheesh i feel like a old person for saying that since im just young and saying my life is hell already O.o. Well lots of things happened in my life since people come it in and ruin it fast even when i was young. No wonder i have lots of regrets cuz i met them. And the problem is i can never forget these regrets , i think about them almost everyday and it bothers me alot. specially these days i don't even feel like talking to my frineds these days causes am thinking about it alot lately. i just wanna forget about these regrets but , it's hard to forget about them since i have more then one regret. im not sayin that im unhappy with my life .. but am a liltle unhappy with it cause of the people that r in it.. but i met really awesome online frineds .. they helped me alot .. yet i wish i could talk to them about my regrets but i can't since im ashamed of them.

sorry pointless journal XD